Unfortunately, I had another blow this weekend when my grandmother died. I managed to stay on program but it's been rough.
So instead of eating that bowl of ice cream i really wanted, I decided to do something for myself, something that didn't require food. I got my hair and nails done. In honor of both Valentine's Day and the Breaking Dawn Part 1 dvd, I choice Spa Ritual's Break of Dawn. Its a really beautiful red polish with Gold shimmer. It didn't take my mind off every thing, but did help for just a little bit.
Today I had my first round of blood test which wasn't as bad as I feared they would be. I guess with my surgery growing closer I should get used to it! Also, I got a cheap little pedometer and for the 3 hours i used it tonight, I recorded 5,000 steps. Not too bad I think. I still think i need a better one though!
Hun I understand how stressful life can get and at times you need someone to turn to. I love you bb and you have my number. I am so proud of you for sticking to your diet no matter what, You are a strong beautiful talented young lady and trying your best to stick to a healthier you. As for the blood test that you are having should I worry?? I love you Hun and just remember if you feel down you have SO MANY FRIENDS who are here for you. Reach out and vent to us. xoxoxo
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